His Breathtaking and Shimmering Light - Chapter 1189 - Uncontrollably Thinking About Mo Feifei (29)[Updated at: 2021-01-12 18:06:54]
Chapter 1189: Uncontrollably Thinking About Mo Feifei (29)
Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
Shang Mo gripped his fists tightly.
‘Doctor? Take care of her? How long have they known each other? How close are they? Didn’t she go missing when she was unconscious? An unconscious patient can’t possibly be in a relationship with a doctor, can they?’
He kept staring at her while analyzing her words. After he had thought it through, he heaved a sigh of relief. With a gentle voice, he said, “You said you once thought of it. Well, all of that is in the past, and now both of you have nothing to do with each other anymore.”
“It doesn’t matter if we have nothing to do with each other. Rather, the main issue is that he is more important than you in my heart.” He was special because when she first opened her eyes, he was the first person she saw. She gave him all his trust and reliance, and yet, in the end, all she got was a betrayal.
She wanted Shang Mo to give up on her, and so she made her statement sound so ambiguous.
“With that said, even if you force us to end up together to the point that I have no choice but to agree, can you withstand me thinking of another man given with how proud you are as a person?”
Shang Mo: “…” ‘Of course, not!’
“Do you love him?” asked Shang Mo coldly.
‘Love? Of course not!’ However, Mo Feifei did not answer.
In Shang Mo’s eyes, her silence could only mean that she admitted to it.
Shang Mo felt as if she had stabbed him. He furrowed his eyebrows.
He spoke so gently and softly and even accommodated her, yet she still stubbornly rejected him. This made him go berserk.
However, facing the girl before him—who was looking at him with a gentle gaze coupled with her pale complex—he cannot help but soften his heart.
Looking at him in the eye, her mind was filled with solemn thoughts. Mo Feifei shrugged her shoulders out of tiredness. “You might think that I don’t know better…”
“I have never thought that way but now that we are already together, why can’t we give each other a chance?” asked Shang Mo. Anxiousness filled his voice.
“You made my life difficult,” replied Mo Feifei.
“You also caused a disturbance in my life. I was drunk and did just that to you, nevertheless, I will admit that I was wrong. Furthermore, I am not the type of person to not take responsibility for my actions. All I’m asking from you now is to take responsibility for it too.”
Mr. Shang kept setting traps in his words and had used almost all of them—he had threatened, forced, tempted, and set out traps of interest.
But, it was a pity that it was of no use.
Right now, all he could ask was for her to be responsible.
Mo Feifei was speechless. ‘He is asking a girl to take responsibility?’
‘Shame on him!’
“Actually, what do you see in me? You don’t actually know me and feelings will lie. Perhaps, one day, you will realize that I am not the person you imagined me to be, and it will disappoint you. You will then ask yourself why you settled with me and you’d see how blind you actually are. You would then realize that chasing me was not because of love but an impulsive act of yours.”
After she said her piece, she smiled before heaving a deep and heavy sigh.
“But I didn’t make that decision in the heat of a moment…”
When he realized his true feelings, he came into a flurry. It took him so long to face the fact that he had fallen in love with a man, and it was only later when he found out that he was actually a woman!
When he finally thought that his bad days were over, he was told that he had only dreamt what he had assumed happened the night before. Moreover, he was told that Rong Mo had gone missing. When he finally tracked down Rong Mo, he wanted to ask her how she could be so heartless and ungrateful for her to leave. He thought she didn’t like him but then soon realized that it was all because he did something overboard to her.
When he wanted to woo her properly and salvage the negative image she has of him in her heart, she said that there was a special man in her heart. And it was not him.
He wanted to leave but he could not bear to.
He wanted to come closer but he cannot do so.
If that wasn’t love, why was he so careful around it?